Ben was one strong, inspiring young man, he had a massive impact on us all. He was always laughing, joking and smiling. He never felt sorry for himself. Feels like yesterday Ben was at my dance show watching me perform, telling me in McDonalds after how sick it was haha, feels like yesterday he was dancing round on his birthday with Callum, what amazing day, so glad he enjoyed himself, still remember him saying ‘what shall I wish for’. Ben used to come round on the week nights with my uncle Paul, we use to watch friends and cuddle up, he was always making cheeky jokes about my Mum and Donna haha. Ben was such a character and so unique, them big brown eyes and long eyelashes he was so beautiful, I remember when he was born. He loved Callum, bestfriends forever them two, from being born they’ve always been together. I’ve got videos of them on the piano, rapping and dancing, even when Ben was so poorly he was still up dancing with Callum. I remember bens last few days, despite him being in so much pain he still managed to lift that thumb up at me. I was playing music to him on his laptop and we watched the fireworks out the window, there was another child in the room who was very sick playing away. It was so peaceful, I will treasure that moment forever. I miss him so much, I know he will be so proud of all the charity events we’ve all done and the money people have raised for him. Ben is still with us all in spirit. God really has gained another angel. Ben will be looking after us all. Pray for Ben and pray for children who are in Bens situation and their families. I love and miss you always mate, keep visiting me in my dreams xxxx